Birthday Surprise!!

(Sarcasm INCLUDED)

So, my 2 best best best friends aren't coming out for my birthday now. Okay blow number one.
My Dad who is ill probably wont be over before he goes into hospital to have an operation. Blow number two.
Don't get me wrong, I will be SO SO SO thankful if anyone does turn up tomorrow night.
Right now I'm thinking if I'm that much of a good friend as I thought I was. Or Is it the fact that I pick the wrong people to be friends with?

Maybe God hates me?
Yeah okay, I don't really believe he's doing much, apart from making my life a miniature hell. And fair enough there are worst people out there, but honestly I aint strong enough to deal with this right now. And what's worse is that it's all happening right before my birthday.

Yes. In 2 days time I will be 20 years of age and probably suffering with bipolar disorder!
All in a days work I guess?

So any who, I have been trying to make myself happier.
I listened to good old Mcfly
I listened to Mr Brightside by The Killers
I even listened to The Fray... Got depressed by this band hahaha xD
THEN I had a brainwave. I remembered listening to a lot of Biffy Clyro, Queens Of The Stone Age and Them Crooked Vultures... Off to youtube I go on search for Good music by these bands.
All I can say is THANK YOU OMIZZLE!! For most of yesterday we was listening to these three bands and I have to say that they made me very very happy.

BTW here's my personal favourite. When I look at the title of this song it made me happy just cause it sums me up right now.